Health Term V : All About Vitamin

Vitamin is a complex chemicals that are important for body to work properly. For some vitamins, our body can not be able to produce it alone: so it should get it from food and beverages. There are 13 main vitamins: A, B, C, D, E, K, B12, and seven ( 7 ) B Complex. Actually, our body just need a small portion of  it. 
Vitamin can be classified into 2 groups :

• Group of water soluble vitamins
• Group of fat soluble vitamins

Fat-Soluble Vitamins

This vitamin is absorbed from intestine with fat, then stored it in fatty tissues inside our body ( primarily in 

liver ). This type of fat-soluble vitamins are : vitamin A, D, E and K.

In general, these vitamins would not be removed through urine such as other vitamins. The back-up stocks of these types of vitamins in our body sometimes enough to meet the needs requirements of our bodies for years, so we do not need to supply them every day.

Once the excess of these vitamins can be happened, it is extremely dangerous to our own body. Hence, a balanced diet which contains enough these type of vitamins are good for our bodies. And if there is a deficiency of these type of vitamins, usually caused by the emergence of disorders of fat's function or less-unequal absorption in our own food composition.

Water-Soluble Vitamins

Most types of these vitamins are only stored briefly in body and quickly disposed its excess through urine. exception for B12 vitamin, which is the only one which stored in the liver. That's the reason why it takes 5 to 6 years until the symptoms of deficiency comes up in the surface. The water-soluble vitamins are B12 and C.

Lack of water-soluble vitamins are common happening compare than deficiency of fat-soluble vitamins. That's the reason why is very highly recommended to eat food composition which are rich of water-soluble vitamins every day. Fruit and vegetable are the main producer of these type of vitamins. Consuming vitamin that dissolves in water every day, usually will not causing poisoning ( the excess would be disposed these vitamins through our urine ).

All About Vitamins

Vitamin A : is a main source for growing and developing the bones, teeth for children. And main source for eyes-visual function, composition to cell body for protection to the respiratory cells, digestive cells, urinary tracts against infection, and very good for skin healthiness. 

Vitamin A Deficiency :

The lack of vitamin A can be happened usually caused by impaired absorption of fat by the intestine: due to the cystic fibrosis ( genetic abnormality with characteristic where can not absorb the fat and the lungs have had infected ), bile duct obstruction, lipid-lowering drugs usage. Other caused which found in poor and insecurity food area is the arrangement and unbalanced food and nutrition. 

Vitamin A deficiency will result in lack of clarity of eyes' vision at night, dry eyes and swollen, dry and rough skin, and less resistant to infection. Severe deficiency of vitamin A would cause the damage to teeth and bones, causing ulcer in eye's cornea ( if not taking an action would lead to blindness ).

Vitamin A Excess

The long term of vitamin A excess will cause hyper-vitamin A, with the following symptoms : headache, feeling tired easily, nausea, loss of appetite, diarrhea, dry and itchy in skin, hair loss, for women will affect to monthly menstruation in not sufficient and suitable timing, bone pain, swelling in liver and spleen. Excess of vitamin A during pregnancy will cause fetal defects. 

Food Suggestion which Rich of Vitamin A

• Food stuff that contain vitamin A are as follows : liver, fish oil, egg yolks, milk and its processed products, almost in all type of vegetable and fruit.
• Eating food that rich of carotene 9 which are found mainly in palm oil and carrots ). These 2 would not cause hyper-vitamin A
• Artificial ingredients like vitamin A is called retinoid is good to lather the skin.

Vitamin B12 : is well known too as sianokobolamin, an important vitamin due to its role-key for some enzymes' activity. B12 is needed in producing genetic materials for cells  ( growth function ), in making red-blood cells in marrow bones in its used in folic acid and carbohydrate and smooth in functioning of the nerves system. 

Vitamin B12 Deficiency

The deficiency of this vitamin mostly happened because intestinal absorption disorder that can cause megaloblastic  anemia, and for some people can be happen because they avoid to eat all food that from animal ( not eating meat, eggs, milk and other results of animal's ). Beside megaloblastic anemia, deficiency of B12 can cause canker sore on mouth and tongue. 

If in long term of B12 deficiency is happening can occur the marrow bone damaged with symptoms as follows : numbness in feet or hand, twitch feelings in feet and hand areas, weak of memory, prone to depression. 

Vitamin B12 Excess

There is no story can occur once the excess of this type of vitamin due to its water soluble-scheme. 

Food Suggestion which Rich of Vitamin B12

The main source of B12 vitamin are easy to find in liver, chicken, meat, fish, eggs, and milk processed products.

Note From Me:
To be continue tomorrow, the B Complex is really complex written. see you again.

History Of A Place : Today is China

I would write about history of a place first, not to continue awhile about philosophy due to my interest today 

:-). 

I don't understand why my blog spot look likes wikipedia ? I have too many interests guys. So, that's okay right If i write all my interests in here? This is my dream too to go to China, because they have good history and good system to keep their history. Here are a small knowledge about China. 

• Great Wall 

This wall is the longest building which ever made by humans in our beloved earth. One of the seven wonders in the world. This wall was made to prevent the invasion of  Mongols at the time. With 6400 km of length and 8m of height, this wall was built in for hundreds years in different dynasty era. As we do know too, that Chinese culture is one of the eldest ones in the world, they have progress advent technology even for the architecture of this wall. 

The building was starting since Qin's  Dynasty in 220 BC ( even before already had the based of the wall building structure ), they continue made this wall with soil, soil mixed with gravels and simply with by a mound of big-large stones and again the same process of made continued in Han's dynasty.

Continued in Tang's era, they already produced and made advanced the walls with simple bricks. Due to the cost, the usage of bricks just limited in city gate area and the nearest walls where was strategic to withstand the enemy's attack.

Then in Ming's dynasty, the progressive technology of material base was done in making the walls became solid by mixing the limestone and glutinous rice as the cement as the adhesive material to solid the bricks that time. However, to strengthened the wall building; they still used stones in some part of  the Great Wall.

The Picture of Great Wall 

• Panda

Panda is a mammal; a signature animal from China, even more WWF ( World Wild Foundation ) using this animal as their symbol and also Google ( Google Panda-red; :P ) and of course China's country as symbol itself  and also in their money. Panda is originated from central China. We should know too that panda is one of species which is including endangered species in universe with estimated only 1,600 pandas has been living in the world. Then, why this panda is so special for the world even put panda as their symbols?

Panda is categorized in bear family. In Hanzi literature is called pinyin-mao xiong which means ' bear-cat '. In Latin, it called Ailuropoda melanoleuca ( which means: the black-white paws cat ). Why panda is so special because per-taxonomy, panda is a carnivore but its attitude is like vegetarians. Panda almost eat only bamboo even sometimes eats eggs or insects. Because the way it is, same alike a vegetarian ( herbivore-red ), while he etas its ears always moves, looks funny and also panda seems don't hunt; only lay down or sit and eating bamboo, its popularity image as a peaceful animal was created.

Look even They make Kungfu Panda and Panda 2 is Funny !!!

• The Lion dance ( In Indonesia it called Barongsai )

This is a traditional Chinese ( you can watch movie of Jet Lee. LOL.. He always perform this dance, and I love it because so sportive and artistic ). The dancers would wear cloak or robe which resembles a lion face and body ( sometimes I think it was a dragon image? ). This dance already exist for thousand years now, based in Mr. wikipedia ( the window of knowledge website-red ) : the dance start can be recorded in Chin's dynasty in 3rd century and become popular in the year of  420-589.

At first this dance as a strategic maneuver of Song Wen Di's army against Fan Yang's elephant troops. They almost lose against Fang's troops. Then the warlord named of Zhong Que created derivative lion king stuffed to repel the Fang's troop. And then after, the effort was successful and then being legendary as a dance. And if we do pay attention of the moves in the dance of lion or Barongsai, it is really look like army troops' moves. Full of martial arts. 

 

Okay until here only I can share a bit about China. In Indonesia, the art of lion dance ( Barongsai ) is famous. I love it though. I always wait and love when Chinese New Year celebration, because most of time I can watch this  dance in this occasion only.

The Lion Dance - Barongsai

Thought of Descartes

Yesterday, I was writing about quick summary the basic thoughts in philosophy and which science inventions as an aspect have had urged the philosophy in revolutionary way  and could changed the mind and view of the world globally. Today, I will write a bit about the thought of  Descartes, so it will be like a serial articles which can have deduction at the end to how the philosophy, science and religion can have such of points to unite.

Rene Descartes was a French actually, which born in 1596. Once upon a time, he was became a soldier in Germany and he got a vision via his dream in 1619; a vision that given by God, one parent of science, in management of one person, and accordingly to one method. He thinks and feels that he must carry out that vision.

" Cogito, ergo sum " ( I think, and therefore I exist )

Important writings 

• Discours de la methode ( Description of Method ) in 1637
• Meditationes de prima philosophia ( Meditations of Metaphysics ) in 1641
• Principia philosophiae ( Fundamental Philosophy ) in 1644

Thoughts 

• Skeptical method: Descartes wasn't satisfied with the philosophy which had been exist at his era. A philosophy in less of systematically. He emphasized that the old philosophy was lack of scientific method. Descartes offers " methodical doubts ". With skepticism of all things in universe, could ultimately result in something which is really valid, sure and acceptable in human mind. Therefore, a system of philosophy would be formed as a system of exact science. A method with based on axioms and arranged accordingly by logical steps.
• ' Cogito, ergo sum ' : If I skeptic about a thing, only 1 thing that ca not be denied : the skepticism itself. The newest fresh air brought by Descartes in this term was about the subject's mind as the starting point in his philosophy.
• Subject as the center; Before Baroque's era begins, the truth was always based on power beyond humanity ability-such as church authority, holy book, tradition, state power. In Descartes' minds which making it revolutionary philosophy that human himself who become the power whom carry out and bear the facts. The human, who is thinker is the the world center. Human as the subject of  thoughts.
• Clearly, Positive and Optimistic Opinion : " I think, therefore I exist " ( sounds like '' To Be or Not To Be " ). The optimistic statement of  Descartes. He noted that ratio and intelligence are the big helper to achieve the truth. All things can be seen by eyes being clear and positive opinion, it called the truth.
• Dualism : Descartes relied that there are 3 substances : God, Thoughts ( cogatio ) which refer to soul: the psychological terms, Extent ( extensio ) which refer to science, the materials. Thoughts and Extent in Decrates' opinion that is one unite, but located in different separate facts, but influencing each other through a small gland deep underneath the brain ???

By his minds, the view of universe has changed due to his influence in Copernicus', Newton's, Galileo's which had been strengthened of their theories and scientific inventions of universe.

Philosophy and Science

Yesterday I wrote a simple article about philosophy in general terms. Today, I would like to share the philosophy in many ages of genres which still related nowadays. In this article, I would just make a quick summary the history of philosophy where become a base later on to the recently minds and thoughts of philosophers and science itself in aim for us to get clear views about the terms.

In Europe, we knew about ' rennaissance ' era ( year of 1400 - 1600 ) which has meaning ' re-born/enlightenment ' after 1,000 years Europe had been in static condition culture. The most factors which made rennaissance era becoming a starting point the development of philosophy and due to the advent of scientific discoveries which are :

• Nicolas Copernicus; with his theory ' heliocentric cosmology ' in 1543 which bring world into science revolution in seeing universe that ' sun is the center of universe '. 
• Galileo Galilei ; he was completed and make perfect the telescope into 3x up- zooming-which this completion had supported Copernicus that Aristoteles era has done. Also, with his completion of telescope works and others navigation devices has brought human specially Europe to have bigger horizon of universe. It bring more capability for people to adventure the world, around the globe. 
• Leonardo Da Vinci ; with his works in arts, anatomy of human body and also which important was his steam cannon, this steam cannon  indicating that the feudalism power was on threat. 
• Johanes Gutenberg : with his printing press machine. This invention has bring definite revolution for people that knowledge and science was no longer owned by certain intellectual circles, knowledge and science is for everyone.

With a major of revolution in development knowledge in science, arts & literature, impact the social life; people begin to think anew, that is about himself. Human no longer sees himself as ' viator mundi ' ( the person who make pilgrimages in the world ) but as ' faber mundi ' ( the person who created the world ). It crossed clearly that modern philosophy era is having ' anthropocentric ' patterned.

The thing of Greece era and mid-era philosophy were about seeking ' substances ' and main principal that God who was the main principal; which always stated that 'main principal' is above of 'substances' from all over the facts happens in life refer to cosmology-paths.
But in modern-philosophy; the role of  ' substance ' was taken over by human as ' subject ' which were conditioned placement below the realities and who ' carry on ' those realities. So, the main principal is us, the human-being.

Following era after rennaissance, the development of in many aspect has happened globally in reformation of thoughts in rationalism, the changes of intellectual & social development, has been declared that human beings as " adult ". The following keywords has been found after subsequent revolving development around ' ratio ',
' empiric ', ' tolerance ' ( in the field of religion and politics ),  ' progress', ' freedom ' and ' the worldly hood '.

In the view of  Baroque era ( year of 1600 - 1700 ); subjectivity term is almost alike to ' rationality '. Descartes tried to make a philosophy system  with ' human thought is in the head '. Rationalism is the intellectual, the intelligence, ingenuity as the main-key to understand the world and universe and in aim to arrange his/her own life. In this era, Descartes was being important as being called ' The father of  Modern Philosophy '

And in the year of 1750, there were born " Roman era " where delivered as the feed back reaction to words of  ' ratio ' and ' empiric '. In this ' roman philosophy ' emphasized the role of feelings  and fantasy. Roman philosophy has influenced most people that time specially in religion, arts and literature.


Then in  modern philosophy era, the subjectivity is the main role key in philosophy. Which has been a main link in developing the thoughts and minds with ' I ' as the center in discovering the thoughts, the minds, the actions, the will and the feels as the first fundamental reformation in next movement of developing philosophy.

To be continue okay..

Philosophy, Science & Religion: Are they connected to each other?

These past few days, I was reading many books and references all over the internet about philosophy, science and religion. Some people knocked my head with all these terms few years ago, since then I love to dig in this scheme. Seems interesting once science and philosophy can not be go along together, in any religions; the philosophy can go along. Which part then in all those three musketeers' have the missing points of views ? Once, I realize those 3 has to go along together in the name of universe's wisdom.

Then, " what is philosophy ? " ; " What is science ? "; and then "  What is religion ? ".

Philosophy is a form systematically science which formulating questions related to knowledge of science, causal relationship, thoughts/minds, language and religion.

Science is a systematic efforts by minds that build and organize the knowledge in the scheme of testimonial explanation and predictable all about universe that can be logically and rationally acceptable for human kinds.

Religion is a series collection of cultural system, belief, world views which establishes symbols in earth explicit or implicit relate to humanity and has value as spirituality in moral attitude values and most put the religion as a limitation for private area which having views bigger at first in public aspects.

The Random Thoughts of  My Views in Progress of Science, Philosophy and Religion

Science is now advancing rapidly, and the philosophy seems like just stay calm in its place is like there is no progress ( don't you think so ? ). And what we can notice lately that some particular science is less important for some people, because the questions of science  had have been answered and corrected time to time specially refer to philosophy in 17th, 18th and 19th century. It were answered one by one and seems as like  '' classic-paths " for those 3 centuries philosophers. 

Meanwhile, the questions of philosophy in the 20th century schemes still remains actual for human being and I think even all time centuries. Nothing wrong, nothing good: all have same importance. 

And what about religion? The development of religion has been taking variety and diversity in cultural of a nation cultures background which having deep intellectual perception parameter in each person or community. That's why I said before religion is a kind of private sector due to the way  of views in narrowing from public aspects to private area.

The philosophy itself arguably similar to a world collection museums which have scientific inventions, the minds and thoughts of the world philosophers, and the opinions of scientist experts and philosophers about the universe's life mistery.

Then, that's the reason behind why philosophy is divided into 3 big philosophy traditions.

• Indian Philosophy
• Chinese Philosophy
• Western Philosophy

And we knew that east philosophy and west philosophy having big huge differences. We can see that in Indian & Chinese ( global view-red; because there are many from east philosophy ) is refer to belief, tradition, religion, culture which are reading the system by symbolization & literature where exist in the holy books of religion, literature, cultures genres to next genres, which talking a lot about soul and the real action of human beings. Which then, west thought that it couldn't be just only by literature, symbols etc once the belief system has to be acceptable in scheme of rationally and logically systematic in human's mind. The facts has to be in  knowledge of science empirically, such as maths, metaphysics etc; which has meaning having a real object in scheme of science.

In western philosophy there were 3 golden eras :

• Cosmocentric in Greece era
• Theocentric  in mid century era
• Anthropocentric & contemporary  in modern era 

Very clear mentioned above that  some centuries already ' classic ' and the 20th century is becoming critical issues, and then now and in future as the time being, the 20th century philosopher would have the answers by inventions, empirical science or what and would proof which one among the 20th century philosopher would remain as the issue that their issues scheme: is it so important for human mankind and universe? 

In next post, I would share to you the modern and contemporary philosophy and what essentials substance minds and thoughts which has been being ' critical issues ' until nowadays specially about the father of philosophy: Descartes. ( I really dislike long article, it drive mad too in writing it.. LOL ) and maybe would look like flash back history and then up-front and the red-line scheme to each philosophers; this will be my type of article in this philosophy matters. 

Batik as an Art Cultural and Pride of Indonesian Society

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Have you seen that picture above? The picture is about one of batik motifs that painted in a cloth. This batik is from one of the regions in Indonesia; Madura, East Java. Some of us around the globe may know already about ' batik ' word and refer to art which Indonesian batik is one of  ' Intangible World Cultural Heritage of Humanity ' in 2009 by UNESCO. 

Then, for you who still don't know what ' batik ' is ? I would explain a bit about batik in global views. 

" Batik is one of cultural art of  Indonesian paintings by using special techniques in making the motifs which has been representing  the motif as its own characteristic signature from one culture tribe or a particular region in Indonesia and  by using wax-resist dyed ( using ' malam '-red ) in most common technology usage where it made on many type of cloth materials, on canvas etc "

Etymology

In its etymology, ' batik ' word itself was derived from 2 words; ' amba ' which means write and ' titik ' which means dot/point.

Batik as an Art Culture in Indonesia

Batik has been becoming Indonesian's root cultural specially for Javanese tribe. Batik has been existed in Indonesia starting in 12th century due to the note of G.P. Rouffaer although he was noted that it wasn't sure, only the hypothesis shown from the ' canting ' ( tool for painting the cloth ) and the motif of ' gringsing ' which were found in the statue artifact of  Prajnaparamita  ( one of the Hindu Goddess ) in East Java. 

In Europe, Indonesian batik history was written in a book of  Sir Thomas Stamford Raffles which entitled 

" History of  Java "  in 1817. In following years, Van Rijekevorsel gave his batik collection that he got from Indonesia to ethnic museum in Rotterdam, and in the year of 1900, this batik which has been ethnic museum belonging was performed in Exposition Universelle in Paris, and batik Indonesia have had becoming the apple eyed of audiences because its beauty in its arts.

The reasons why batik has an artistic substances because the way in making it. The techniques of wax-resist dyed which would taking details in doing it, the substances in coloring ( before there was limited colors options because still using some trees' parts such as for brown color, the leaves for the green color, or magenta-red was made from the mixed of flower and the stick of tree ) and also the tool which using ' canting ' which only found in Indonesia and also refer to batik's motif where each motif written in a cloth would symbolized of one tribe or social status of a person or specific signature of one region represented in the motif of batik itself and the beliefs. Every batik has its own story, that what is art all about.

The influences of other countries in batik art of  Indonesia also strong. Refer too what mentioned above of G.P. Rouffaer that it wasn't sure when exactly the time-line of batik was started in Indonesia, because it might be from India or Srilanka. As noted also in history that the technique of wax-resist dyed has been already existed in the 4th of century in Egypt as the eldest culture in the world due to the invention of mummy's clothes which has this type of technique in using ' malam '. And also by the art history written the same technique was found too in China, India and Japan due to the invention of artifacts. 

Once, we pay notice in those art from each country, Indonesian batik has all those countries influences. Such as in some batik, you would find lovely bright colors which influenced by Chinese style in coloring or phoenix motif in a batik has been influenced in Indonesian batik art itself. 

And then you would find also tulip flower motif, this tulip or flowers motif was coming from Netherlands. Indonesian adopt this motif by the transferring information once Dutch was our colony. Also the technique 

' stamp ' and ' print ' to make easier the production due to the time-line process effectively, which has been introduced by Netherlands too.

Types of  Batik

As it was mentioned before that after following years, batik was doing its progress in the way of making it. So here are the type of batik itself :

• Batik Tulis ( Written Batik ); means is the drawn cloth media with motif by using a liquid wax, where the wax was put inside a ' canting ' ( for subtle motif  ) and for large size it use brush. After the depiction has been completed, the cloth that had been drawn with motif; it goes to next coloring process accordance the wish of the maker, usually would start from the mild-colors then goes to darker-colors. After finished, the maker rinse it into some liquid water in aim to produce a smooth nice texture production of  batik as desired once before and drying processing under the sun. This process would take time 2 or 3 months for one batik.  ( note : long time back, in making it a batik they use natural coloring without chemical but lately hardly to find the real batik tulis and once we find it it will expensive cost )
• Batik Cap or Batik Print ( Cap = Stamp ); this is the advance technology by using copper mold to draw and coloring the batik. We all do know about this right?. This process would just take 2 or 3 days only. 
• Batik Lukis ( Lukis = Painting ); this as only derivative in art. It just need acrylic coloring paints and painting it into media such as in canvas.

The Most Famous Batik in Indonesia

The most famous batik is from all over Java areas, even some anthropology experts believe the real root of batik were from East Indonesia ( Toraja, Flores, Halmahera and Papua; due to the history that these areas where found by the experts that they are the eldest culture in Indonesia which already knew how to do batik at first ). However, still Java who has the specific and lot of models, types and colors in its progressed. 

Most of  Javanese batik has own its symbols which has meaning behind the motif, it talks lots about belief of animism, dynamism, Hindu or Buddha. The most progressive area in making batik is in Solo, Central Java. 

The Other Technique of batik from Minangkabau area, Sumatera.

This technique almost extinct once Japan was our colony. This technique called ' batik tanah liat ' ( tanah liat = clay ). The maker uses clay soil for coloring batik. Most traditional motifs are sea horse motif, phoenix motif which influenced by Chinese culture. 

Nowadays this batik term ala' Minangkabau starts to rise up again. 

In here I attached some pictures of  Batiks

That's a Picture of  ' Canting '
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That picture is ' Malam ' for Waxing
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It's the processing in making Motif
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Batik in a Dress
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Batik in Painting Art
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In respect of Batik as our traditional culture art, every Friday all offices in Indonesia specially government departments in Indonesia and schools wears Batik. 

Batik is beautiful !! Viva Indonesia !!

My Last 2 Working Experiences With " Bule " Versus My Arrogance

I came back to my lovely home country in 2010, April last year. For moments in 6 months, I didn't have any work, only helping my friends who has thy own companies, helping them manage the companies thy have and make it neat all management papers including the SOP for the company. Most of my friends have restaurants or small resort in some places, wedding planner or event organizer. I dislike work for my friends, I just help them only in aim to stimulate my brain and adopt all my experiences I have to share with them and bring new fresh air to the concepts they have, to moderate the things in 'Cool' language, I think.

Then, in October I met via cyber at first, he is an expat, then we met and we had lunch together and for good reason he hired me as his house keeper in grade A becoz i have big salary more than secretary( LOL - I called myself like this because less work papers, most of  times clean up his house since nothing to do for work, he does the work anyway, I am just laughing and finishing his coffee because he has best coffee from starbucks everyday ), I have short hours work, sometimes I become a security guard too becoz sometimes there were girls downstairs his condo look for him that the girls wanted him so bad, I should told girls, he wasn't in the place at moment or sometimes when the girl was annoyong, i told her I was his gf so stay away dude !!!  He is so awesome he let me do as I wish in my works even about time-in for working hours: I come at 10 am, I came home at 3 pm most of times. 2 days officially for my day-off but sometimes he just let me not to work if I have work pasrt time outside and still he gave me full salary!!. Most of times, I just watching CNN news because he has flat TV and TV station subscribe so I can watch everything in all over the globe, reading books or magazine, or if i was in mood I will cook and ask his money to shop the things I need.  He is a big time man since he is a tv producer who all tv stations within my countries would come and consult their tv programme. He is a good man tho. He is a US man Mr. T , who stay in Kemang.

But more days over, his funny Indonesian gf or what ever came up... She was normal tho but she acted strangely. One time, I found her putting the minyak duyung to her hand, What the hell is that !!! I really dislike the habit of Indo people who likes admiring this funny paranormal activities ( If the movie I would love it, don't you watch this movie guys?, The Paranormal Activities ? - That's highly recommended to watch ) with putting susuk, showering with 7 types of  flowers etc, and this happened at front of my eyes. I got irritated about this since I dislike this things.

Oneday, she stayed there for whole day and I worked, she wasn't even say Hi or regards that I should the 1 who should said it 1st. Then, she acted as like a big boss by putting her legs like a queen not even wanted to move away while I did my work, I need space man !! and watched me with snapped eyes. I dislike the feelings of hatred. And all clear once she got a phone called from her friend that she wanted to have credit card for my boss to make it for her and paid her-bill in near future by creating and building the trust first. She saw and counted my lovely boss as her ATM machine. I got more irritated by hearing this.I showed to my boss about my dislike about her since she has a face who look like a 'devil' who hurts of 1 of my dearest friend in past. I ever hit this girl too before, she squeezed my friend's money and she was sluting around with other man and using drug at the end we caught her, worst she did it in my friend apartment that he rented for her to stay.

Days passed by, and more not nice condition specially in mid of  March, she wanted to stay there.  I respect my boss so much, but I couldn't tell him there is something wrong in her. Because is not part of my bussiness.
He tried to fix my dislike against her. He told me even with a solution that he would let her sleep at nite, and in the morning she should leave his place to make me comfortable of what I do. But It sounds wrong, since she is his gf. Not good I became a barrier, that's what I thought. Once I decided to resigned, I dislike to seeing those funny things at front of my eyes. I can vomit everytime I see her face. It would look funny in me for my image as a tuff girl.

After quitting from my above mentioned boss, again I worked for another expat, an Australian man. A big time man too.Also in Kemang area. I find him once I was shopped in Ranch Market in Kemang. He is a nice guy too and he offred me higher salary than when I was worked with Mr. T. But I only worked for 3 days only. Wednesday, Thursday, Friday at weekend I got 2 days off. On Friday Evening Mr. G my Aussie boss asked me to nite out with him. I rejected due of my reason that it's not good because I am new.

In saturday morning at 7.30 am I got bunch around 20+ sms who said I am a slut, bastard, anjing tra la la from a woman who admit that she is Mr. G 's gf. Whole days in Saturday & Sunday, she called me and keep on sending trash talks sms !!! And she even asked me to meet up and ask for a fight !! Can you imagine that ??? Honestly, while I worked there in those 3 days, I didn't even see any woman around. So what's on earth she said that to me. I am tired of shits women. Mr. G's found this and asked apology for this. And that was true she is his jealous gf. I told him that he not need to apology, what he needs to do is to stay away from a wackoo like her. I tired for fighting with these types of girls, that time I was in full of consciousness. If I'm in bad mood maybe I could come over and hit her as like what I did to my slutty my best friend's gf.

Then, I quit. I not need to fight with wackoo right. Who crazy seeing blue eyes, green eyes, hazel eyes, brown eyes etc... I dont want to die for funny things since those type of women can do anything irrationally. It is not worth. G's really ashamed that he told me I have lots brains to explore with him.  But I am sorry, i couldn't stand with the funny silly things behind it.

we still keep in touch until now personally and meet me with his Aussie gangsta friends. Most of them having same problems with Indo girls. They found out too late after marriage, that the girls are shit in heads. Most of them can be last average 5 years marriage. Then, i analyze thy problems. The root all same thing behind. They found thy dream girls in nite club. I cant judge tho, since not all girls are bad. i told them what I think , it sound weird that girls come to nite club to get a man to pay her drink bills and having sex then pay the girls and the story begin, they were in monkey's love bussiness . It is commons sense happen abroad if that way, but that's for fun. Not for money., right. It is wrong what happen to all bule's or expats guys who get girls and made her for serious ones, most are just faking themselves, even maybe some men get the luck to find the true ones even in bar tho.

Since when, the girls admit tht she should do prostitution because the poverty's reasons? Is this a sad story to gain shympathy or what ?
I worked my ass-off to be stand on my own. Im not afraid being a hard worker in life. and is not a place for me to share my poverty's problem to someone in bar or to anyone that doesn't know me so well.

I need money, but if there was thing could make danger to myself, why I have to stay in it? I face wackoos and better I stay away from problems.

I keep remind myself since then that all in each of us just same, same thing with that bule guys that we could be wrong to seeing them they are 1 of our solution to get our ass out from poverty things ( depends on our own perspective what is poverty ).
I remind myself that they are also just human-being ( the men-red ) that they are struggle to gain the confortable life by moving thy ass off. All each of us have aged and time, when we could have disability coz the force majeure happening ( hopefully not ), we as woman has to get back inside ourselves and take a look deep in it, are we believe in love?

If yes we do believe, make the path then. Putting ourselves as like everybody else's shoes. If we do believe of love itself, we shall be hand in hand until the time is lasts. Oneday once upon a time the man beside us also having difficulties times ( this life isn't always about happy things, there is always also bad times ), that our man from anywhere or what skin thy have or how much money he has etc that having disability, we as woman has to prove it. That are we capable to stand beside him thru' all those even the sickest times? Not run away from things hard, face it then. Don't be lazy ass and stay live in sweet lullaby of what he have this time, growing it also with ourselves capability. Live in simple life. We are not perfect person, we do live in imperfect life, but we and our man is side by side to complete each other, not for moments, but for ever lasting life. Don't be afraid of poor or hard times, create the interest for being useful. Be tuff, there is someone out there are in worst condition than us that thy can't even eat proper nutrition.

If every one wants to be a super model or billionere who will do the shit works? We are not Bill Gates. we are not Oprah, we are not Bruno Mars, we are not Lady Gaga who will get rich even for the next 7 generations thy have.This life is in balance, all everybody needs somebody. We are the needy, the richi riches needs the poor to work, the poor needs money from the richie riches...

No need for being look fancies with fancy things you want to have beyond your own money you have in the pocket. I met some greatest men who are billionairre in the world as like John Inox, Frank Harris, david Cooke etc, thy not seeing my phone brand, my credit cards, my clothes brand name, etc. Thy look my inside of  the heart and thoughts. And thy are also simple in thoughts, thy respect thy inability of someone, never expect for the perfect things in life. And you know what? Thy are those big men that we know, thy have been thru' also the sickest things in life, thy become 'something' as like today is not like turn our hands, but thru' the proccess of life evolution. Thy move thy ass off everytime, hard works indeed. Do not seeing things that thy are success right now without thinking there was a proccess behind it.

This life is not about ourselves, it is about all aspect whereas exist in life, in this beautiful universe. Trust, Enthusiasm, and Work Hard !!! At same time also we need to Play hard !!! Be ourselves, Be glow !!!

It is my arrogance due of my experiences. By working with 2 bules and meeting up my expats friends in here.

Oh yes, I promise to my blog in here that I will make it nicer. This is only for putting my shits at moment. Later i will create nicer.