My Pets were Our Security Guides, Our Good Friends Indeed

Don't we ever think that pets are protecting us from harm? That they are also our friends when we are in disquise? I am agree with this due my experiences having pets at home. Whatever pets you have once we take care of them with love and cares, they give the same feedback, even our language is different but our pets attitudes shows everything.

I have had notice this since long time tho, as like my cats, thy won't come inside home at nite once thy felt something wrong around the house. It was happening many times to us. Thy would stay outside the house and don't want to come inside once thy felt dangerous thing would be happening such as like robbery.

One time not only one time ( this things which notice me about thy behaviours ), thy didn't want to go inside the house. I kept on asking him to go inside, but he ignoring me. He didn't stop ' meaow-meaow ' outside the house. And hit himself at the garage door. I couldn't understand what it means at first, until at 3 am I couldn't sleep becoz his voice were bothering me, and all the house already fell aslept. I tried to get him back inside the house, and he still didn't want to come inside. Until, I finally realize, thy were 3 guys with black dress as like ' Men in Black movie ' with 2 motorcycles.. LOL...

These 3 guys were shocked when noticing me, I came out from the house to search my cat. And the worst were thy not even 3 guys, in the other side of road there were van type car again I did'nt notice how many are they. They stand there for about 15 minutes, maybe they were tired in waiting to see me go inside the house and they left. The next day, I found out my neighbour' garage door were broke. Thy tried to screwed the lock to steal my neighbour's motorcycles. Oh my !! The cat told me to be aware of this since he ran to that direction where my neighbour's house is when I tried to get him back inside the house.

Again, next time happened the same thing. But, I did noticed his behaviour due my experience even some of my family didn't believe what I said. Even I can tell the policemen what they gank face were. what they look like even the number of car and motorcycle that I remember. ( hey, I' m easy remember to small details even just have a look quick ), Only me and my brother who believe what I notice from our cat, because he ever experience the same thing tho. Due his behaviour once if he dislike about someone, he would pull out his nails as like wolverine. LOL.. And he just thought oh It just coincidence, but also he noticed that since he knew that persons weren't good in heart.

Again, it happened, the same behaviour. I just noticed after I reached home at 1 am, he wasn't inside the house. Same thing happening, and I am ready for what would be happened. At that time, so many robberies happened around our neighbourhoods, but not yet around our house. He acted funny again. Then around 3 am, I just wanted to get out to checked, oh yes shit !! same Men in black, and now with guns I saw them. But I ignored them, I tried to keep my sanity that I was the one who were nuts that accusing others in negative thoughts. And I keep on thinking, oh they were my beside neighbour's family perhaps. But then, I tried to reach by phone to pretend asking whether my neighbour okay or not. But, thy didn't pick up the phone tho. I thought they were busy since their house always guest with different types of guests. 

In the morning my neighbour came over my house and cried, their car was gone !!! Shit, I felt guilty. Again I told them what they looked like to policemen. finally, I will never ever ignore my pets what he tried to tell us by his behaviours.

Do you want to see my funny cat's face right now we have ?

Does he look awesome ? LOL... He is coward if facing others male cats !!! LOL

Here is my other cat, she is the blooming flower :

She is a flower because she is beuatiful.. All males cats now starting to catch her love.. LOL.. 

We are headache because lately our house so many male cats come to visit just because of her !!!

I am telling you guys this is the truth. We do have pets at home again and again with different cats, dog, birds even phyton snake. they always protect us with many ways they have.

Our Beloved Snake was a Phyton Batik

We called her Batik ( she is a female snake okay, due the expert told us what sex she was ). My sister and her boyfriend found her at in event there were flood near to our house ( that time Jakarta were drowning with flood everywhere, lucky not in my house.. LOL... We were saved ). She was a baby that time, then my sister & her bf decided to bring her home, we put her in small aquarium. We gave her hamsters or rats for her food 2 times in a week. She was beautiful, but she grew so fast. You know, she looked like human-being too, sometimes we didn't keep her inside her aquarium, we just let her slicking around in table once all of us sitting and talk shits. She would just put up her head & looked like she could understand what we talked about. Sometimes we did crazy too to her, we gave her smokes from our cigarettes, because we think that she was our friend and we just wanted to share the feelings of our favorite cigarettes. She would just woke up and pull in & out her tounge. It was fun !!!

And the remarkable is, she never hurt anyone. Even some of our friends has small babies as like 2 - 4 months babies, who always visits us at home, she never bother it. She just slicking around the house and not even bother to run away from the house. She would just coming back, and if she wanted to get sleep she would just come over down her aquarium, meaning is we should put her back into her aquarium, her palace. LOL

But, once she dislike someone, she would just come to the feet of that person and start irrittating that person in aim to make that person gone away. It always happened to us. And keep us in safe, since later we knew that persons has not good intention because we found out that our neighbour got cheat from that persons.

She loves to dance. We loves music at home and always put music loud. can you imagine that? This is truth. Put music to your snake, she would dance as like a dancer. Soooooooo Sexyyyyyy !!! She love Nelly Hot in here and lauryn Hill, Turn the Lights down Low... LOL... And she would look ugly when not shower, remember guys to shower your snake more often. She likes shower.

We don't keep her anymore at home because she grew so fast. Now she is in the zoo. We send her in there.  We can't afford her food since her food change into rabbits and that's expensive. Also the aquarium, we need to have bigger aquarium time to time. And also complaining from our neighbour because they were afraid of dangers once we can't control her. ( what a funny complaints tho )... But we decide to give her to zoo, so she would have better treatment and people would see her beauties.

Look the bauties of phyton Batik Snake : 

I dislike snake at first, but when my sister and her bf brought her home, I did care of her. And she was awesome with her dance and they way she was happy once we talked shit in our table and our cigarattes' smokes. LOL...

All About Universe Arounds Me: Books Are the Windows to the Knowledge of the Univ...

All About Universe Arounds Me: Books Are the Windows to the Knowledge of the Univ...: "Dear World, I love books !!! All people are agree that books are the windows to the knowledge of the universe. I have habit to read books,..."

Books Are the Windows to the Knowledge of the Universe

Dear World,

I love books !!! All people are agree that books are the windows to the knowledge of the universe. I have habit to read books, any kind of books. From comics, autobiography, biography, buildings, food culinaries, marketing books, self motivator books, novels even to simple things is advertisements in newspapers. It is already in my blood.

Onetime I had a schoking comment from an Italian guy in aeroplane, we were at same row seat. He was surprised that I read a book ! It was a book about Egypt the one that I love and it was a present from Marina Lazarevich when we were working together in Dubai before. this Italian guy's name is Carlos. He told me he was surprised since all time he travels around the places, very fews he saw an Asian would read in aeroplane specially Indonesian. He also staying here in Jakarta, a WHO boss.

Now he is also one of my good friend in Jakarta, everytime I need to read book, I just come over to his place and put my ass in his big library in his house. He is collecting so many books. And he understand so much that Ican't afford for buying books but he dislike to kill my interest in readings. He cares of me so much, he let me read anytime I want and borrow his books home.He said I need to think big, beyond of everything. Across the universe's limit. He advice me not to put limit of my interests of doing things. Explore the things, don't be afraid of anything, he told me that helps always on the way to those people who really want to explore the knowledge.

He gives me also an Atlas. The very rare collection for me to have. He told me to see the world from the atlas first then later one day, i will really travel around the globe since I told him that I would love to travel around the world in 80 days, and we laughed since it was a book before and thy made it as movie.

I love books is making me love to write too. I write poetries, books, articles etc. I like to write everything in my own way to share my thoughts, my dreams and my passion about things. I did this since I was teenager, My literature teacher sent my short stories to some magazine, my poetries to newspaper under her name. She got the credit title, I got the money even onetime I was a winner of a teens newspaper reader competition. I was happy because the owner of big media group himself who shake my hands and said : ' Wow, you do a reader and remember those in my newpapers '.

It is nice to share of what we feel and what we think. Last time I made 2 books that I intended to send to publisher, I write my journey when was in Dubai as an abroad worker's feels in my thoughts. The good times and the bad times with the love involved in it. I also made a book about the love nature in ourselves. Unfortunately my laptop was in big crash, so I lost all my scripts. Now, I am starting again writing my 3rd book about the phenomena of love whereas happening amongst the girls in all over the world with the sickness in it. It based on true story that I inspired from anyone that share they feeling with me.

It still on-going tho'. Still work-on in chapter 3. I did asking to some people to review my on-going book. They said they love it, and they can even feel what I write in it even it is just in chapter 3. I ask the point of views of Dave McLean himself about my on-going book since he is a writer, a musician and Physocologist in Franch and he is famous even he change his name as author while he write the books. He told me and encouraged me all the time that I really do have talent in writing. Many times I sent him my poetry, also he loves that. He told me even once he read my on-going book that I will not really need editor so much to edit my future book, he told me that I do have thoughts in genuine in writing and making it at right paths. It is not up-side down for a begginer as myself, he said. I have problem only in writing it since it is in English, I have to make rich the vocabularies and making them sounds nice to read and easy to understand for everyone who later will read my book.

I really do happy once he told me that. I eager to finish writing my book. Right now, I am joining to authonomy community from this Harper Collins Publisher. They look for talented writer from around the globe. Until now, I haven't sent any of my articles or my written yet due my busy of making these drafts for my future website. Oh yes, even for my websites I do write myself all the contents with many references I have in my thoughts.

I have also support from my network in Netherlands, his name is Nick. He is a consultant speciality in media in there. He promise to me that when I need him to make the cover and editting just ask his help. Yaayyyy, look I am surrounded by nice people.

Sometimes also I help wikipedia making articles or else. Wikipedia for Indonesia, since Indonesia wikipedia still need people who eager to donate the thoughts articles which are related with type of knowledges. Or sometimes, I just write in wikipedia international for anything I have in Indonesia and share it to the world into English language. So everybody will know the knowledge and the information transferring will be done with small hands to type and my small brain to write.

Thank you world, thank you everyone. Now I even thank to this technology from google, microsoft etc, I can read everything in here without buying books anymore which is expensive for me to buy.

Later in my next post, I will make reference of books that I ever read which I think it is so good to read.

The dictionaries which Helps me Improving My English

This is a Roget's Thesaurus, which inside this dictionary we can get the synonims or antonyms English words> This is so easy to use, for reading or write. I love this so much, I do use this Roget's for over 15 years now. I am not an English who is speak and fluently in English, but I love to improve myself everytime. And It helps so much. This Roget's simply made this to reference the words in which term we can use the word we look-up and emphasize it in correct pattern.

Use this guys, This is so good. I am highly recommend this Roget's.

This is the 2nd options for me to improve my English language. I use this for over 10 years now, since I was in university ( even I don't have any diploma because I can't afford it. LOL ). But, this dictionary so good. All in there, all words we need, from simple words to the bussiness economic scheme even for hard words in medical scientific terms. I learn lots from this Webster's. The problem is, we can not bring them anywhere. Too big for me if I bring them anywhere. LOL...

And that one is English - Indonesian's dictionary. I use this one too for improving my language. Sometimes there are problems right if we look-up English - English dictionary. And there is also explanation how to use Indonesian language forms. I also suggest this dictionary to expatriate or travelers who visit to Indonesia or would stay here for any reason you have behind, you can use this dictionary. This is so good.

But now is easy for me, there is google translate. I can be able translate everything, every language in this globe. LOL.. Even sometimes not perfect, but this is sooooooooooooo gooooooooooooodddddddd !!!! Google I understand that you do evolution everytime, generating your new words. I understand this, still I realize I couldn't make that kind of miracle of what you do. Love you Google.com

My Last 2 Working Experiences With " Bule " Versus My Arrogance

I came back to my lovely home country in 2010, April last year. For moments in 6 months, I didn't have any work, only helping my friends who has thy own companies, helping them manage the companies thy have and make it neat all management papers including the SOP for the company. Most of my friends have restaurants or small resort in some places, wedding planner or event organizer. I dislike work for my friends, I just help them only in aim to stimulate my brain and adopt all my experiences I have to share with them and bring new fresh air to the concepts they have, to moderate the things in 'Cool' language, I think.

Then, in October I met via cyber at first, he is an expat, then we met and we had lunch together and for good reason he hired me as his house keeper in grade A becoz i have big salary more than secretary( LOL - I called myself like this because less work papers, most of  times clean up his house since nothing to do for work, he does the work anyway, I am just laughing and finishing his coffee because he has best coffee from starbucks everyday ), I have short hours work, sometimes I become a security guard too becoz sometimes there were girls downstairs his condo look for him that the girls wanted him so bad, I should told girls, he wasn't in the place at moment or sometimes when the girl was annoyong, i told her I was his gf so stay away dude !!!  He is so awesome he let me do as I wish in my works even about time-in for working hours: I come at 10 am, I came home at 3 pm most of times. 2 days officially for my day-off but sometimes he just let me not to work if I have work pasrt time outside and still he gave me full salary!!. Most of times, I just watching CNN news because he has flat TV and TV station subscribe so I can watch everything in all over the globe, reading books or magazine, or if i was in mood I will cook and ask his money to shop the things I need.  He is a big time man since he is a tv producer who all tv stations within my countries would come and consult their tv programme. He is a good man tho. He is a US man Mr. T , who stay in Kemang.

But more days over, his funny Indonesian gf or what ever came up... She was normal tho but she acted strangely. One time, I found her putting the minyak duyung to her hand, What the hell is that !!! I really dislike the habit of Indo people who likes admiring this funny paranormal activities ( If the movie I would love it, don't you watch this movie guys?, The Paranormal Activities ? - That's highly recommended to watch ) with putting susuk, showering with 7 types of  flowers etc, and this happened at front of my eyes. I got irritated about this since I dislike this things.

Oneday, she stayed there for whole day and I worked, she wasn't even say Hi or regards that I should the 1 who should said it 1st. Then, she acted as like a big boss by putting her legs like a queen not even wanted to move away while I did my work, I need space man !! and watched me with snapped eyes. I dislike the feelings of hatred. And all clear once she got a phone called from her friend that she wanted to have credit card for my boss to make it for her and paid her-bill in near future by creating and building the trust first. She saw and counted my lovely boss as her ATM machine. I got more irritated by hearing this.I showed to my boss about my dislike about her since she has a face who look like a 'devil' who hurts of 1 of my dearest friend in past. I ever hit this girl too before, she squeezed my friend's money and she was sluting around with other man and using drug at the end we caught her, worst she did it in my friend apartment that he rented for her to stay.

Days passed by, and more not nice condition specially in mid of  March, she wanted to stay there.  I respect my boss so much, but I couldn't tell him there is something wrong in her. Because is not part of my bussiness.
He tried to fix my dislike against her. He told me even with a solution that he would let her sleep at nite, and in the morning she should leave his place to make me comfortable of what I do. But It sounds wrong, since she is his gf. Not good I became a barrier, that's what I thought. Once I decided to resigned, I dislike to seeing those funny things at front of my eyes. I can vomit everytime I see her face. It would look funny in me for my image as a tuff girl.

After quitting from my above mentioned boss, again I worked for another expat, an Australian man. A big time man too.Also in Kemang area. I find him once I was shopped in Ranch Market in Kemang. He is a nice guy too and he offred me higher salary than when I was worked with Mr. T. But I only worked for 3 days only. Wednesday, Thursday, Friday at weekend I got 2 days off. On Friday Evening Mr. G my Aussie boss asked me to nite out with him. I rejected due of my reason that it's not good because I am new.

In saturday morning at 7.30 am I got bunch around 20+ sms who said I am a slut, bastard, anjing tra la la from a woman who admit that she is Mr. G 's gf. Whole days in Saturday & Sunday, she called me and keep on sending trash talks sms !!! And she even asked me to meet up and ask for a fight !! Can you imagine that ??? Honestly, while I worked there in those 3 days, I didn't even see any woman around. So what's on earth she said that to me. I am tired of shits women. Mr. G's found this and asked apology for this. And that was true she is his jealous gf. I told him that he not need to apology, what he needs to do is to stay away from a wackoo like her. I tired for fighting with these types of girls, that time I was in full of consciousness. If I'm in bad mood maybe I could come over and hit her as like what I did to my slutty my best friend's gf.

Then, I quit. I not need to fight with wackoo right. Who crazy seeing blue eyes, green eyes, hazel eyes, brown eyes etc... I dont want to die for funny things since those type of women can do anything irrationally. It is not worth. G's really ashamed that he told me I have lots brains to explore with him.  But I am sorry, i couldn't stand with the funny silly things behind it.

we still keep in touch until now personally and meet me with his Aussie gangsta friends. Most of them having same problems with Indo girls. They found out too late after marriage, that the girls are shit in heads. Most of them can be last average 5 years marriage. Then, i analyze thy problems. The root all same thing behind. They found thy dream girls in nite club. I cant judge tho, since not all girls are bad. i told them what I think , it sound weird that girls come to nite club to get a man to pay her drink bills and having sex then pay the girls and the story begin, they were in monkey's love bussiness . It is commons sense happen abroad if that way, but that's for fun. Not for money., right. It is wrong what happen to all bule's or expats guys who get girls and made her for serious ones, most are just faking themselves, even maybe some men get the luck to find the true ones even in bar tho.

Since when, the girls admit tht she should do prostitution because the poverty's reasons? Is this a sad story to gain shympathy or what ?
I worked my ass-off to be stand on my own. Im not afraid being a hard worker in life. and is not a place for me to share my poverty's problem to someone in bar or to anyone that doesn't know me so well.

I need money, but if there was thing could make danger to myself, why I have to stay in it? I face wackoos and better I stay away from problems.

I keep remind myself since then that all in each of us just same, same thing with that bule guys that we could be wrong to seeing them they are 1 of our solution to get our ass out from poverty things ( depends on our own perspective what is poverty ).
I remind myself that they are also just human-being ( the men-red ) that they are struggle to gain the confortable life by moving thy ass off. All each of us have aged and time, when we could have disability coz the force majeure happening ( hopefully not ), we as woman has to get back inside ourselves and take a look deep in it, are we believe in love?

If yes we do believe, make the path then. Putting ourselves as like everybody else's shoes. If we do believe of love itself, we shall be hand in hand until the time is lasts. Oneday once upon a time the man beside us also having difficulties times ( this life isn't always about happy things, there is always also bad times ), that our man from anywhere or what skin thy have or how much money he has etc that having disability, we as woman has to prove it. That are we capable to stand beside him thru' all those even the sickest times? Not run away from things hard, face it then. Don't be lazy ass and stay live in sweet lullaby of what he have this time, growing it also with ourselves capability. Live in simple life. We are not perfect person, we do live in imperfect life, but we and our man is side by side to complete each other, not for moments, but for ever lasting life. Don't be afraid of poor or hard times, create the interest for being useful. Be tuff, there is someone out there are in worst condition than us that thy can't even eat proper nutrition.

If every one wants to be a super model or billionere who will do the shit works? We are not Bill Gates. we are not Oprah, we are not Bruno Mars, we are not Lady Gaga who will get rich even for the next 7 generations thy have.This life is in balance, all everybody needs somebody. We are the needy, the richi riches needs the poor to work, the poor needs money from the richie riches...

No need for being look fancies with fancy things you want to have beyond your own money you have in the pocket. I met some greatest men who are billionairre in the world as like John Inox, Frank Harris, david Cooke etc, thy not seeing my phone brand, my credit cards, my clothes brand name, etc. Thy look my inside of  the heart and thoughts. And thy are also simple in thoughts, thy respect thy inability of someone, never expect for the perfect things in life. And you know what? Thy are those big men that we know, thy have been thru' also the sickest things in life, thy become 'something' as like today is not like turn our hands, but thru' the proccess of life evolution. Thy move thy ass off everytime, hard works indeed. Do not seeing things that thy are success right now without thinking there was a proccess behind it.

This life is not about ourselves, it is about all aspect whereas exist in life, in this beautiful universe. Trust, Enthusiasm, and Work Hard !!! At same time also we need to Play hard !!! Be ourselves, Be glow !!!

It is my arrogance due of my experiences. By working with 2 bules and meeting up my expats friends in here.

Oh yes, I promise to my blog in here that I will make it nicer. This is only for putting my shits at moment. Later i will create nicer.

My Globe

This is a place where we live in. The lovely planet that we live in. It is the the third planet from the sun and the densest and the fifth-largest from the nine planets in solar system. It called Earth.
It is our home for us the human being and all the others creatures that this God of universe created.
Lately I was so concerned how will it become this lovely place that we live in, the place that always sheltered us from the heat and the cold of seasons come down from top.
I can not imagine how it will become, since I am staying now in part of Asia, Jakarta, Indonesia. I couldn't anymore can get out so long in the street since the road so roam and packed with cars and motorcycle. I can not even breath, and the funny thing my hole nose always black thing came out since the dirt of the street's air. How awfully this polutions.

I think of myself and Imagine, is it happening too in other countries? Does anyone feel the same way as I am ? Then, I think that yes for sure, I'm not the only who feel like this. I know and realize also that I am doing shitty things since I am a smoker and I am one of the polution contributor of this lovely planet. My lovely Earth.
I try my best effort now since I try to to quitting my smoking habit since I care of my lovely place. But still in my best effort too, hardly to quit though. In my selfish thoughts I prove myself that I could do subsitute sin with other good thing due of my hardly effort to quit my smoking habit. I start doing gardening once it is one of my interest to do. I smoke but I plant trees. So, the trees that I plant would squeezed my smokes away, and cleaned and pured my sins regarding my self as polution contributor.

Is it a stupid idea guys?

I am happy at least when I see my trees grown up nicely. I notice the small thing come up from the ground. I cry so happy that time when I started plant the lemon tree since baby. It is like something so meaningful to remember. Is like I am the mother of this my first tree that I take care since the seed. Is it the feel of this mother earth too?
Now, it is really really become my part of life to do gardening. I remember in an event, Indonesia having big time problem with chillies' price. It is so expensive in market for chillies. But We & I don't have any problem at all, since at home we plant chillies trees. Even we gave to our neighbourhood.

I remember when I was a kid, my grandpa took me for travelling to hunt in the jungle of our homeland in South Sulawesi, He once asked me, when I grow old what will I become. I told him, Puang ( It's the respect called name for Bugis' Tribe ), I would become a farmer and a famous writer. I told him that I will have a big big land with horses, cows, chicken, etc and behind near of it, there will be ocean as what my grandpa's house located. I love ocean too. i told him that i am in love with the green of jungle we explored, the beauty of animal, specially the deers, even we killed and brought home the deer and made it as dry meat. It is so wonderful food to eat. But now, i will not eat them anymore and killed them. They are too pretty for being extinct.

Now, all my funny talks when kids start come true. I love these simple simple things, seeing green and respect the things. i told my grandpa that I respect the farmers, I love when riding and sitting in the mud. And helped them to plant the padee. I remember those feelings when I plant my first lemon tree. It is so respectable career as a farmer. It is become my ultimate dream now for being a farmer and a famous writer. I start join to authonomy and starting writing my book too. I do make my 2 books before, but the scripts all lost because my last laptop got screw.

I promise to settle myself and buy some land in small village. Runaway from the city crowded.

Let's guys do something, build our interests. It is precious things to do. I love flower arrangement, now it start to grow, I love gardening it become something,  I love writing it become credit title amongst my friends who knew that i am the one who wrote it. Be donatur in wikipedia, it will make us rich in knowledge. Love this life as it is, and be respect to small things. It is so much meant to be. And don't sweat into small things.

Love Life with no boundaries. We will the loved ones in this pretty life ...

Here is the favorite song that can represent my feelings about this post.