The Rainbow in A tree

Look at that picture guys. That's not painting by human-beings, but it because the nature who made the tree colorful. That's awesome !!

The name of this tree is Rainbow Eucalyptus ( eucalyptus deglupta - in Latin- red ). This tree is a type of white wooden tree. But this Rainbow tree as not as like others white wooden trees which can be able produce white oil. These Rainbow Trees can be the main stream in producing papers. But, the result will not colorful as its colored. LOL.. And for your information, Indonesia one of the biggest producers and export the high quality papers in the world. How amazing, right !!!

We have to be proud of it, since these Rainbow Trees lots can be found in the north side of earth. And the trees lots can be grown in rain-tropical jungles as we have lots in Indonesia, specially in the areas of Papua Nuigenea, Sulawesis island/Celebes, Seram island in Maluku and also in Phillipines.

These colorful can be made due of the changing of the weather and the sunlight, the humidity where can make the skin always scratch and change the color of regular color of tree's stick ( brown mostly ) time to time. And the hieght of trees can be half of the Monas' height. Isn't interesting right !!!

But the end, since the papers is one of the biggest numbers of garbages, we should aware of it. Use the papers wisely due to the numbers of trees once it always cut down and make the numbe of trees getting decreased. Start use the papers in the needs path only. Save this earth, start planting trees in home even in a small area we have at home.

Say No To Drugs !!!

We do know all this platform/slogan/campaign or what ever it called by name. I do agree with this actions, who concern about ourselves, future children or anyone in this earth.

My family experienced this one onto our own family, my younger brother. How drugs took his life away. I wasn't a perfect person tho, I admit I ever tried marijuana or ganja or grass what ever it called. I used it for 13 times everytime I had final examination at school before to calm my brain so I could get better brain for concentrating in doing my examninations because it can make me laugh. I disliked stress in every condition, I like calm condition full of laugh.

It was so great effects but I didn't want to be addict for it, since I read and one time at school there was a league from anti drugs organization with police men,they explained how dangerous this drugs could be. Even they showed that drugs can break the spoon and the cow's skin. We know that cow's skin is thicker than human's skin. I couldn't imagine if it happen to me. At same time at night my dear friend from my childhood was passed away because of the drugs. It was scared me and help me to understand how dangerous it is. I don't want to waste my life because of it which same thing happen to him.
Lucky, I just tried until there only, never tried more advance drugs than marijuana was.

It then happened to my younger sister and my elder sister.

The use of drugs can e in portion only based on the needs of what kind of treatment the users' needs. Not more than that. We do understand everything in this life can not be over reacted. over likes, over dislikes, over hatred, over loving etc. Everything has to in its portioned.

This was happened to my own family though. My sister used to take ecstasy since she like to go to discotheques, and my younger brother was used the ampthemane type it called putaw and shabu-shabu in Indonesia ( I don't understand what it called abroad there-red ). And they used it in over dosage portions.

Maybe when they used these they felt happy in life, I could understand this due of my experience using marijuana. I was happy and life seems beautiful, no problem at all. But then, it made them addicted to it. To build their confidence, I guess so.

Time passed by, my brother became so strange as like an alien, same too as my sister. We didn't know at first what happened with them, how they could be like this. My brother & sister became so annoying person, dislike to hear any advice and become anti-social to their own family.

Due to their addiction, they needed more money to buy it. They stealed money of my parents and sometimes sold the things what we have at home, if my parents didn't give them money, without our acknoledgment. Finally, I realize what happened to my own family, because my friends told me, that it was the shymptom of drugs' addiction. He was a future doctor at that time and he adviced me to bring them to the consultation or hospitalized them in special place for drug users.

And It wasn't only happened to our family only, some of our neighbour had same problems. Then, my family and others neighbours put them at same pshyciatric who can handle this matter. and put them everytime they were in deep-addiction many times in special consultation based on religion term-courses in Indonesia of course.

The worst is, that it was like they stayed in the devil's circle. Could not go out and healed easily. After finishing the course, they could be good for few months, but then again they would start again since we couldn't control with who they hang-out with. And It is not our place to blame someone else' s right. We should see and over-view that perhaps the family was the problem. Sometimes, my parents sent them out of the city to our home town so far from Jakarta, but still at same path too the parents always love them once they said they wanted to coming back and start new life. again and again they fell into the same path once they came back to Jakarta. mmany times happened that police caught my brother had the drugs with him and his friends. Many times, we should took him out from the jail and brought him to pschyatric to consult and treatments hospitalized.

It costed my parents lots for the treatments. So expensive in here. It made us broke, but that what we should do to make the family as one as we used to have before.

The end, my brother passed away. i warned him 3 months before he died, that he would lose his own life once he can't stop it. Then at one day, it was happened. He was comma for a week in hospital, we found him on the street and brought him home. He died at 7 am.

My sister now still under the consistent theraphy. She should take medicine eerytime to make her in balance mind. And we should know that this kind of drugs can make people demotivated for things in this beautiful life. they are not dead, but they have no life either. It is hardly to mend this. And I see the facts of how bad is the drugs is.

She tries, we as family tries in our best effort to make her back in her life again. We try to make her happy that she doesn't need any drugs to make her life happy, just needs a family's shoulder to hang-on.

So here I am now, to tell you how this can be bad to us. Stay away from drugs, don't be afraid of lack confidence to proof to this life that we are exist. There are so much friends who loves us as the way we are, specially our family. they never stop to love us in good and bad times, just sometimes in different way.

Here are links that can make you understand how bad drugs is & how to sort-out the heaven dreams of devils' offer. Stay alert & Stay Aware. Don't let this happen to us or our own beloved family & friends.

http://www.saynotodrugs.org.uk
http://www.girlshealth.gov

The Billions Stars Vs 6000 Stars Can be Seen From Earth

Dear Universe,

Hmmmmm.. today I wondered about how many stars in this beuatiful universe has. Wow, It is Billions... But how many stars that we can see from earth are about 6000 stars. Here is the link that can help us to understand this knowledge :
http://wiki.answers.com/Q/About_how_many_stars_are_visible_from_earth_without_a_telescope

Don't you think this is interesting to us for human being to figure out & learn to understand why it can be like that? I thini there is a philosophy meaning for us behind this phenomena instead of the cause due the athmosphere, etc based on the scientific reasons.

We do know that stars can be seen at night most of times. In a day time the sun too shiny and hide their existence. i think it is the agreement amongst the stars, the sun, the moon, the galaxy all the creatures involved in their own bussiness.

This is my opinion only why this can be like this, that this universe try to make us learn and understand that there is a meaning for us to learn and understand, that can describe our own self about things in our daily days.

The night is a symbol of our fear, the symbol of our dark side, referring to our difficulties feelings about somethings in our life.

The stars and the moon is the direction and the inner power of what we have inside ourselves. That can be shine once we want it and need to be shine and get out from the fear in our life.

These stars sign our inner power wills to sort-out and keep on moving on and still shine even in our darkest situation. Do not giving up for things around us, be shine even the dark has came thru'... One star with another stars gathers and unite in the night. For us to admire, how beautiful is the night with the colors of the stars where they manifest thy colors as like what we always see.

Once we do know that stars divine and blend into constellation in such of directions for human being on earth about what seasons will come for human to do. Meaning is once we can enpower and enrich our stars inside ourselves and constellate/corporate with the sky and the moon and the sun, all things will happen. The dreams come true, we can even give more as the knowledge and direction to others due of the meaning of the constellation direction showed in astronomical sign of stars aim for human-beings' sake... And no one will feel afraid of night anymore since then, that the stars always shining.

It's beautiful right this universe.

So guys, let's shine. Be one of those 6000 stars that can be appear and seen from earth. Don't hide our inner power, let it shine. Be brave as like those stars.

Look at this picture : It's beautiful right !!

The Shooting Star

Shooting Star = Vs My Wish

I love shooting star as like every body else's does. It said when we saw a shooting star, we just make wishes and all our hopes & wishes will come true to reality.
Is it so? I believe all the power of this beautiful universe also the power of the shooting star's powerful. So, I make a wish even I never see it in my life with my own eyes.

I do believe that shooting star is happening everytime due this technology. I can see the shooting anytime I want in google !!! LOL.. So, when I am in restless and I think I need miracle, I open the image of shooting star and make a wish ? Am I silly ? LOL...

Really my friends, I love to do this. There is no more boundaries in this life anymore in any place we stay in this earth. We can even visit to one place that we never been there before in our life. I keep myself in dreaming in everything. And now lately days, things are becoming easier. No sweat for small things that I dream about. LOL...

Dream as I am and make efforts, because wish will mean nothing if we don't try it and don't make any effort of it. Let's hope, let's dreaming, Let's make it happen !!

Here is the beautiful Shooting Star Picture :

Make a wish in this picture !!! Everytime is a hope !!!

My Pets were Our Security Guides, Our Good Friends Indeed

Don't we ever think that pets are protecting us from harm? That they are also our friends when we are in disquise? I am agree with this due my experiences having pets at home. Whatever pets you have once we take care of them with love and cares, they give the same feedback, even our language is different but our pets attitudes shows everything.

I have had notice this since long time tho, as like my cats, thy won't come inside home at nite once thy felt something wrong around the house. It was happening many times to us. Thy would stay outside the house and don't want to come inside once thy felt dangerous thing would be happening such as like robbery.

One time not only one time ( this things which notice me about thy behaviours ), thy didn't want to go inside the house. I kept on asking him to go inside, but he ignoring me. He didn't stop ' meaow-meaow ' outside the house. And hit himself at the garage door. I couldn't understand what it means at first, until at 3 am I couldn't sleep becoz his voice were bothering me, and all the house already fell aslept. I tried to get him back inside the house, and he still didn't want to come inside. Until, I finally realize, thy were 3 guys with black dress as like ' Men in Black movie ' with 2 motorcycles.. LOL...

These 3 guys were shocked when noticing me, I came out from the house to search my cat. And the worst were thy not even 3 guys, in the other side of road there were van type car again I did'nt notice how many are they. They stand there for about 15 minutes, maybe they were tired in waiting to see me go inside the house and they left. The next day, I found out my neighbour' garage door were broke. Thy tried to screwed the lock to steal my neighbour's motorcycles. Oh my !! The cat told me to be aware of this since he ran to that direction where my neighbour's house is when I tried to get him back inside the house.

Again, next time happened the same thing. But, I did noticed his behaviour due my experience even some of my family didn't believe what I said. Even I can tell the policemen what they gank face were. what they look like even the number of car and motorcycle that I remember. ( hey, I' m easy remember to small details even just have a look quick ), Only me and my brother who believe what I notice from our cat, because he ever experience the same thing tho. Due his behaviour once if he dislike about someone, he would pull out his nails as like wolverine. LOL.. And he just thought oh It just coincidence, but also he noticed that since he knew that persons weren't good in heart.

Again, it happened, the same behaviour. I just noticed after I reached home at 1 am, he wasn't inside the house. Same thing happening, and I am ready for what would be happened. At that time, so many robberies happened around our neighbourhoods, but not yet around our house. He acted funny again. Then around 3 am, I just wanted to get out to checked, oh yes shit !! same Men in black, and now with guns I saw them. But I ignored them, I tried to keep my sanity that I was the one who were nuts that accusing others in negative thoughts. And I keep on thinking, oh they were my beside neighbour's family perhaps. But then, I tried to reach by phone to pretend asking whether my neighbour okay or not. But, thy didn't pick up the phone tho. I thought they were busy since their house always guest with different types of guests. 

In the morning my neighbour came over my house and cried, their car was gone !!! Shit, I felt guilty. Again I told them what they looked like to policemen. finally, I will never ever ignore my pets what he tried to tell us by his behaviours.

Do you want to see my funny cat's face right now we have ?

Does he look awesome ? LOL... He is coward if facing others male cats !!! LOL

Here is my other cat, she is the blooming flower :

She is a flower because she is beuatiful.. All males cats now starting to catch her love.. LOL.. 

We are headache because lately our house so many male cats come to visit just because of her !!!

I am telling you guys this is the truth. We do have pets at home again and again with different cats, dog, birds even phyton snake. they always protect us with many ways they have.

Our Beloved Snake was a Phyton Batik

We called her Batik ( she is a female snake okay, due the expert told us what sex she was ). My sister and her boyfriend found her at in event there were flood near to our house ( that time Jakarta were drowning with flood everywhere, lucky not in my house.. LOL... We were saved ). She was a baby that time, then my sister & her bf decided to bring her home, we put her in small aquarium. We gave her hamsters or rats for her food 2 times in a week. She was beautiful, but she grew so fast. You know, she looked like human-being too, sometimes we didn't keep her inside her aquarium, we just let her slicking around in table once all of us sitting and talk shits. She would just put up her head & looked like she could understand what we talked about. Sometimes we did crazy too to her, we gave her smokes from our cigarettes, because we think that she was our friend and we just wanted to share the feelings of our favorite cigarettes. She would just woke up and pull in & out her tounge. It was fun !!!

And the remarkable is, she never hurt anyone. Even some of our friends has small babies as like 2 - 4 months babies, who always visits us at home, she never bother it. She just slicking around the house and not even bother to run away from the house. She would just coming back, and if she wanted to get sleep she would just come over down her aquarium, meaning is we should put her back into her aquarium, her palace. LOL

But, once she dislike someone, she would just come to the feet of that person and start irrittating that person in aim to make that person gone away. It always happened to us. And keep us in safe, since later we knew that persons has not good intention because we found out that our neighbour got cheat from that persons.

She loves to dance. We loves music at home and always put music loud. can you imagine that? This is truth. Put music to your snake, she would dance as like a dancer. Soooooooo Sexyyyyyy !!! She love Nelly Hot in here and lauryn Hill, Turn the Lights down Low... LOL... And she would look ugly when not shower, remember guys to shower your snake more often. She likes shower.

We don't keep her anymore at home because she grew so fast. Now she is in the zoo. We send her in there.  We can't afford her food since her food change into rabbits and that's expensive. Also the aquarium, we need to have bigger aquarium time to time. And also complaining from our neighbour because they were afraid of dangers once we can't control her. ( what a funny complaints tho )... But we decide to give her to zoo, so she would have better treatment and people would see her beauties.

Look the bauties of phyton Batik Snake : 

I dislike snake at first, but when my sister and her bf brought her home, I did care of her. And she was awesome with her dance and they way she was happy once we talked shit in our table and our cigarattes' smokes. LOL...

All About Universe Arounds Me: Books Are the Windows to the Knowledge of the Univ...

All About Universe Arounds Me: Books Are the Windows to the Knowledge of the Univ...: "Dear World, I love books !!! All people are agree that books are the windows to the knowledge of the universe. I have habit to read books,..."

Books Are the Windows to the Knowledge of the Universe

Dear World,

I love books !!! All people are agree that books are the windows to the knowledge of the universe. I have habit to read books, any kind of books. From comics, autobiography, biography, buildings, food culinaries, marketing books, self motivator books, novels even to simple things is advertisements in newspapers. It is already in my blood.

Onetime I had a schoking comment from an Italian guy in aeroplane, we were at same row seat. He was surprised that I read a book ! It was a book about Egypt the one that I love and it was a present from Marina Lazarevich when we were working together in Dubai before. this Italian guy's name is Carlos. He told me he was surprised since all time he travels around the places, very fews he saw an Asian would read in aeroplane specially Indonesian. He also staying here in Jakarta, a WHO boss.

Now he is also one of my good friend in Jakarta, everytime I need to read book, I just come over to his place and put my ass in his big library in his house. He is collecting so many books. And he understand so much that Ican't afford for buying books but he dislike to kill my interest in readings. He cares of me so much, he let me read anytime I want and borrow his books home.He said I need to think big, beyond of everything. Across the universe's limit. He advice me not to put limit of my interests of doing things. Explore the things, don't be afraid of anything, he told me that helps always on the way to those people who really want to explore the knowledge.

He gives me also an Atlas. The very rare collection for me to have. He told me to see the world from the atlas first then later one day, i will really travel around the globe since I told him that I would love to travel around the world in 80 days, and we laughed since it was a book before and thy made it as movie.

I love books is making me love to write too. I write poetries, books, articles etc. I like to write everything in my own way to share my thoughts, my dreams and my passion about things. I did this since I was teenager, My literature teacher sent my short stories to some magazine, my poetries to newspaper under her name. She got the credit title, I got the money even onetime I was a winner of a teens newspaper reader competition. I was happy because the owner of big media group himself who shake my hands and said : ' Wow, you do a reader and remember those in my newpapers '.

It is nice to share of what we feel and what we think. Last time I made 2 books that I intended to send to publisher, I write my journey when was in Dubai as an abroad worker's feels in my thoughts. The good times and the bad times with the love involved in it. I also made a book about the love nature in ourselves. Unfortunately my laptop was in big crash, so I lost all my scripts. Now, I am starting again writing my 3rd book about the phenomena of love whereas happening amongst the girls in all over the world with the sickness in it. It based on true story that I inspired from anyone that share they feeling with me.

It still on-going tho'. Still work-on in chapter 3. I did asking to some people to review my on-going book. They said they love it, and they can even feel what I write in it even it is just in chapter 3. I ask the point of views of Dave McLean himself about my on-going book since he is a writer, a musician and Physocologist in Franch and he is famous even he change his name as author while he write the books. He told me and encouraged me all the time that I really do have talent in writing. Many times I sent him my poetry, also he loves that. He told me even once he read my on-going book that I will not really need editor so much to edit my future book, he told me that I do have thoughts in genuine in writing and making it at right paths. It is not up-side down for a begginer as myself, he said. I have problem only in writing it since it is in English, I have to make rich the vocabularies and making them sounds nice to read and easy to understand for everyone who later will read my book.

I really do happy once he told me that. I eager to finish writing my book. Right now, I am joining to authonomy community from this Harper Collins Publisher. They look for talented writer from around the globe. Until now, I haven't sent any of my articles or my written yet due my busy of making these drafts for my future website. Oh yes, even for my websites I do write myself all the contents with many references I have in my thoughts.

I have also support from my network in Netherlands, his name is Nick. He is a consultant speciality in media in there. He promise to me that when I need him to make the cover and editting just ask his help. Yaayyyy, look I am surrounded by nice people.

Sometimes also I help wikipedia making articles or else. Wikipedia for Indonesia, since Indonesia wikipedia still need people who eager to donate the thoughts articles which are related with type of knowledges. Or sometimes, I just write in wikipedia international for anything I have in Indonesia and share it to the world into English language. So everybody will know the knowledge and the information transferring will be done with small hands to type and my small brain to write.

Thank you world, thank you everyone. Now I even thank to this technology from google, microsoft etc, I can read everything in here without buying books anymore which is expensive for me to buy.

Later in my next post, I will make reference of books that I ever read which I think it is so good to read.

The dictionaries which Helps me Improving My English

This is a Roget's Thesaurus, which inside this dictionary we can get the synonims or antonyms English words> This is so easy to use, for reading or write. I love this so much, I do use this Roget's for over 15 years now. I am not an English who is speak and fluently in English, but I love to improve myself everytime. And It helps so much. This Roget's simply made this to reference the words in which term we can use the word we look-up and emphasize it in correct pattern.

Use this guys, This is so good. I am highly recommend this Roget's.

This is the 2nd options for me to improve my English language. I use this for over 10 years now, since I was in university ( even I don't have any diploma because I can't afford it. LOL ). But, this dictionary so good. All in there, all words we need, from simple words to the bussiness economic scheme even for hard words in medical scientific terms. I learn lots from this Webster's. The problem is, we can not bring them anywhere. Too big for me if I bring them anywhere. LOL...

And that one is English - Indonesian's dictionary. I use this one too for improving my language. Sometimes there are problems right if we look-up English - English dictionary. And there is also explanation how to use Indonesian language forms. I also suggest this dictionary to expatriate or travelers who visit to Indonesia or would stay here for any reason you have behind, you can use this dictionary. This is so good.

But now is easy for me, there is google translate. I can be able translate everything, every language in this globe. LOL.. Even sometimes not perfect, but this is sooooooooooooo gooooooooooooodddddddd !!!! Google I understand that you do evolution everytime, generating your new words. I understand this, still I realize I couldn't make that kind of miracle of what you do. Love you Google.com